By Judy Villanueva
Make me to know your ways, O Lord; teach me your paths. Lead me in your truth and teach me, for you are the God of my salvation; for you I wait all the day long. (Psalm 25:4-5)
It was one of those days. You know the kind where you wake up and, for whatever reason, feel finished before you’ve even started? All of the undone things that are usually entrusted to God are bubbling up at the surface of awareness. I never quite understand the ebb and flow of faith. Why did I feel full of faith yesterday and sorely lacking in it today? On mornings like these, I find it helpful to bring my angst to Jesus with a question, “What is it You want to say to me about this, Lord?” Then I try to pay attention and follow the breadcrumbs back into His arms and to a place of peace. Do you remember the story of Hansel and Gretel when, as they ventured out into the forest, they dropped a pathway of breadcrumbs so that they might find their way back home again? Jesus’ voice marks our pathway home and when we ask Him to speak to us about our lives, He faithfully speaks. We “hear” as we expect Him to speak into our ordinary days, as we pay attention, and as we follow His voice home to His heart.
Breadcrumbs. An imperfect metaphor, at best, but useful in fashioning a picture of what it looks like to watch for God’s leadings. What are the spiritual “breadcrumbs” that mark God’s path for us and help us discern His voice?
Believing that God is present in ALL of life helps us notice the holy crumbs that are scattered throughout our days.
God’s voice often comes to us as impressions or highlights. He sometimes speaks to us through an emphasis, an exclamation point, or a goodness that nestles up and wraps itself around us. He also urges us through our angst, woes and worries. We might hear Him as we read the Word, or look out the window, as we sit with a friend or listen to a sermon. God is speaking and His ways of reaching out to us are endless! Noticing His voice is the first step toward discernment and moving toward it with curiosity is next! “What do you want to say to me about this?”
It was near or about the heat of day when I felt a “nudge” to go out for walk. A breadcrumb. I grabbed my headphones and went, listening to worship for an hour as I hiked under the shadows of the San Juan Mountains. So many beautiful songs blessed me and I began to notice a theme emerging. More breadcrumbs! I felt drawn to the stanzas that sang of God’s presence and authority over all the earth! Each song seemed to declare that God is great and faithful, able in all things and trustworthy. I felt invited to gather the day’s crumbs and taste the Bread that is life! What would have seemed so ordinary to any onlooker was, for me, extraordinary and soul-filling! What I heard as I followed the breadcrumbs was a holy whisper that loved me with these words:
“What do I want to say to you today, as you travail and wonder about your future? I am saying that I am with you! I will never leave you! You have Me now and always! I am on the throne and you, child, can rest. Now rest.”
“Father, thank You for Your voice of love. Teach me the sounds of Your voice and alert me to when and where you are addressing me. I want to hear what You want to say to me everyday. I want to follow. Amen.”
What about you?
What delights you? What troubles you?
What are you drawn to in any given Bible passage that you’ve read lately?
What has caught your attention in worship, a sermon, devotional reading or in the movie you’ve just viewed?
What does God want to say to you about your life? Have you asked Him lately?
Will you consider that God is speaking to you all day long and wants you to hear His voice?
Worship:
So beautiful and helpful, Judy ?